The X

What happened? Who's to blame? Was it mutual? Did he feel the same? How often have you answered these questions and how realistic are your answers? Cancers lye beneath the surface waiting to overwhelm the system; you know you made the right decision but it doesn't mean you don't miss them. Tumors in the brain each with a broken memory; pain in the heart that you wish is temporary. Undying love that validates how much you care, so you commit to continue doing so even when you're not there. Checking in, how you doing? Hey, how's the fam? Have you been to the doctor? Did you check your junk mail or look in your spam? Creating the friendship that may have been missed in the beginning. Or redefining the connection for it's true purposeful meaning. Either way, is it healthy for either of you? How? Now we're friends to the end, you move on, I'm your friend but I'm single. Not remotely close to looking to mingle. What's the next move?